Ive been high ive been low ive spent a thousand nights alone. Am I human or am I something else? This nightmare I call myself needs saving but my darling you cant save me. I can only save my self, ive tried everything and anything. I wanna be all you deserve I wanna be all you desire, I want to be where you run when you need a safe place. Someone take me home before I lose my mind. Life without you seems so flawed. Ive been down this road many times before, I know my lover its not you I’m broken. Its not up to you to fix me but baby you have found me in a dark place and you lit me up. The thought of losing you I cannot fathom. I called you on the phone as you ran out the door even though you wanted to be alone. You think it wont end well but were only human, I never learn, I want you for myself. Can you take it all for worse? For better? Ive said this before. Everybody says were fine, but I guess someone else is what you need to make you feel alright. Tomorrow night ill probably show up, unless you show up at my door first. I know this can end well. We just need to take it all, the pain, the pleasure they go hand in hand. I want you all to myself I’m so selfish ill try to let you breath its so hard when all I want t do is crawl inside you veins in flow to the rhythm of your heart beat. Could be a happy ever after, intoxicated by your cologne. I’m so hypnotized by all this love. I let you in when I should have run. What have we done? Everyone says your so great, but what if they knew the place we came from? I’m not another victim someone you can play. I am so full of this love, you wanted it so I let you in, you can have it just take my hand before all that’s left cant be undone. I come to a calm surrender.