My Mom said it’s gonna be alright but my momma doesn’t know what it’s like inside my mind. The fear of losing the ones we hold so close to our hearts. Only some of you reading this may understand what it’s like to lose someone or something you love in the blink of an eye. You could probably see right through me but I promise if you knew me you would probably walk away. Sometimes I wonder what It’s like to be okay, I put faith into the day I meet my maker above that we won’t feel heavy with this hurt in our hearts, the blood that pumps through our veins. The fear I carry on a daily is a painful burden. I try to re learn how to live life without fearing but we’re all only human and we’re designed to feel. But how do we continue to process on our weakest days. The only way I’ve made it this far is the fear and faith of God above. Trails and tribulations we experience to get us where we are in this very moment is what makes us who we are. Full of love, fear, loyalty, faith. You keep moving forward. Loss and life, come and go, faster then any river I know can flow. Stay true to your self even on your darkest days. Don’t lose sight of what’s important. Keep your eye on the ultimate prize in your life. Something about the way we feel, move, think, and do. Life is priceless, short, and tomorrow never promised tomorrow today. So be present! Don’t let the fear of life drag us down and jade the present moment we’re living in. Love with all you have and cherish each breath and beat of your heart. For now over and out.

Xoxo Maldo