He stays up all night to help pull me through. The sharpness of anxiety pushing through my soul no one understands, he puts his hand in mine and prays for peace. The silence overwhelms me as My heart comes to a halting calm. I crave to be held onto, don’t let me go. You wash all of my fears away. I let it go, just let it go. The nervous times getting drunk, to staying up all night long and waking you at dawn. Throwing clothes across the floor, slamming doors. Why am i doing this self sabotage to my self. I used to recognize my self its funny how reflections change. But you see me for me, you let me be me, you bring air back into my lungs and breath life back into my body.

Every road i take leads me into your arms.

MARCH 2020