Sitting in the corner drinking this wine, he says he loves the color in my eyes.
Trust me when I tell you this can be real fucking ugly this time. Honeymoon is over dead roses on the floor.
As long as you love me this will get real ugly.
Nothing can touch me.
Im having trouble looking at you after the fight we had.
I cant sleep when im stuck in my head and youre loving everyone else but me.
Yeah youre finding yourself, in everyone else but me.
I don’t want to know. Pass me that red while and ill sip it slow till I don’t know.
You made it to easy cause youre the one who needs me.
Its like the rules reversed and tables have tuned, hows it feel to be alone.
I finally gave a fuck when you gave up leaving me in a pool of my own tears.
Bet you wouldn’t expect how fast ill bounce right back.
Ive been smoking this sadness into my lungs and its got me feeling numb.
Are you proud of what you ruined so emotionless so pointless.
Wipe that smile right off your face.
Always played the victim I finally learned your system.
Ive been ready for the worst, soul finding fear you cant reverse.
You make my skin crawl, leaving me in silence that’s so Loud.
All your fears are going to come for you, in your own personal panic room.
We were heaven and it turned into hell. oh well.
Come back around the neighbors will surely call the cops.
Narsasist come give me one last kiss.
Its 4Am im changing My Locks.
I Just broke it off, I bet you never thought I would leave.
Maybe on the weekend ill let you try and talk to me or mabe ill just sleep in. You play victim I won’t let you win.
Should have never played me this is what you made me.
Ill Sit around listening to old Nirvana turning down the vodka.
Your world was painted blue, but I say fuck you. I was the brightest light you ever knew.
Cross my heart and hope to die, no happy ending for you and I.
No more sick tricks, every sick chapter leaves another cliffhanger.
When my thoughts start to ryme my goosebumps never lie.
This time, its really time to say goodbye. Consider myself a ghost.
I always end up alone, I never let it show. Trying to let my life go where it goes.
Fear of ending up alone, It haunts me that I have to feel this way, my hearts turned cold.
Time to cut you off. Losing touch with everything and everyone I know, its time to let you go.
Ive been like this my whole life, but sometimes I get tired of being crazy.
Reckless and wild ive been this way for a while.
I cant have some one holding me down. You ran so I slammed the door this time around.
For now, Over n Out.
XO MALDO

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