Regret Is like a rotten curse. Losing you the biggest burden I carry. I let the music go as my words flow, I know I need to grow. Where did you go? So much pain, so much rage. You refuse to engage and it leaves me enraged. Broken to the floor I fall, ive really lost it all. Am I crawling on my knees? Here I’m calling in hope that you’ll see me. Sorrow comes cold and leaves us in a world so bold. Death leaves a pain that never gets old. Pain I was never told that ruined this heart of gold. This worlds gone cold. Grab my hand as I just drown in the sand. At least act like you give a damn. This time I just want to run, into the morning sun. Don’t let the darkness holster a gun, For sin is no fun when its one and done. You left me in the dark, I waited for you to take part, in this heart. Too big like a work of art you shot it down like a dart in a bar. We have come to far, I thought I was your only star. Where’s the light when I’m ready to give up this fight, The darkness squeezes me so tight. But I know I can be the brighter light, I just have to fight. So, Don’t call me out in spite. This time around I promise to do things right, I wont lose sight. But youre closed off like a ghost in a cave, no longer brave, you wave. My heart chokes on a standstill, this too intense to be real. I thought we made a deal? I squeal in pain, full of shame to this game. They tell me I need to be tamed, they don’t even know me by my real name. This time where do I go so its not all in vein? I don’t want things to repeat the same. But I am the only one to blame. Reverting back to the crying game. I take these pills that make me want to run for the hills, when you speak all you see is dollar bills. God gave us free will, all you do is want to kill My heart with that sharpened dart. I try to keep my composure but all I need is some closure. You leave me like a pot boiling over, grab me before theres nothing left to pour over. My blood runs hot but in this world its all ive got. Give me one last shot.

Bang.

XOXO MALDO