If you believe you cant find a way out, theres your problem, if you find your way out you’ll solve the problem. You see, our hearts can feel the same, if we open them to it. Empty Promises, Broken Bottles, Half full or Half empty glasses, all perspective. Fight these feelings to make your self whole again. Collapsing on the shower floor fully clothed as the water pours on you like rain. You cant feel this pain, your mind driving you insane. Would someone breath life back into your soul? Does anyone even notice when youre not around? You want the eyes that speak to you without a sound. What this life has in store for us is larger then your feelings. You pick yourself up off this floor, walk to the door, you’ve found your way out. Dry off the tears that drowned you, Renew yourself. Born again, the vail can be lifted. All the smiles you’ve had to fake, all the shit you’ve had to take. Wishing you could make it all just disappear. Alone trying to collect your thoughts but time stands still. Your feet like heavy Boulders at the door, One step at a time, even if you have to hold on to whatever’s around you and drag each foot with all that’s left in your empty body, its only forward from here. Life’s not always what it seems. Let the Life be brought back into your soul. Gain your strength, its not impossible. Don’t be afraid at the truth, Don’t let it define you but let it make you. At least with these boulders the storm cant blow you away. Ride it out, Get help, it feels to deep to be like me. Let me show you what it feels like to feel like me. These conversations I have with myself. Lately I could use a little help. Crawl inside my mind, I bet you wont be able to escape. Its like an infinite maze to try to understand me. But, My Dear I understand you. I Was that person on the shower floor. Trying to breath, Memories overtaking me. Thoughts to deep to comprehend. But I stepped out of the darkness that my life was becoming. When everything came to surface had to face it like a head on collision in slow motion. Stepped out of the darkness life had became. Found the door, Dragged the boulders tied to my feet to freedom until I could see the surface I was no longer drowning. You Can to, Find a way out, and tell your self I will feel this sorrow no more. Close that door. Youre never alone.

XOXO Maldo